hi nill i know we havent spoken since our breakup in january after our big fight, but i just wanna tell you i hope youre well. we didnt end on the greatest foot, i know that. but deep down in my heart theres always gonna be a part thats still yours—my nilly girl. youve never left my mind a day since that argument and i hope you know—wherever you may be—that i miss you and i care. i was stupid for what i did and i wish that one day we can reconnect if you ever emerge alive and well. thats all i hope for. ive revived halter for this play that im in—i know you wouldve been so so excited. spacestickers has been on my mind recently and i just cant find the heart to draw them after what happened to us. you probably didnt realize it, but i unblocked you on everything so if youd ever want to message me then you couldve. im not the best person, i know that. but nothing hurts me more than what you hurt yourself over. if i couldve stopped you this time like the way i tried last time, i wouldve. it was a miracle to me that you survived the last time you did this, considering if you did any worse you wouldve been dead. i hope by some grace from god you survived it this time and are getting the help you deserve, or just have your phone taken just like last time. i love you and i miss you a

rip nill 🫡

please nill pleasde odpelase

i cant do this anymore please come back

i genuinely keep having dreams about you coming back and responding to everyone im NOT in a good state please

I think they're really dead

thanks kas im thinking about nill a lot too and i really appreciate it but im an overall shy person and i dont reach out much i also dont talk much in meadowlark anymore like at ALL so if you have seen me it was probably a few months ago but. yeah thank u for the offers!! i think ur cool 2 and wish the best for most peopl here

OHHH lovestruck / harvey u can also dm me anytime !! ive seen u in meadowlark before ( ? i think ) & think ur cool and wish u all the best too and every kind person all of you more deer more deer all the deer

im thinking about them a lot today , i havent checked on their ata recently so i have a few things to say but overall i wish everyone who deserves it love and peace hello dyle !!!!! i really hope you are well and like i said in your dms ( i think that was you ) if you ever need anything at all you can reach out to me i was nills best friend before they went silent , and i heard nothing . some of their socials , ie their tumblr blogs , do show signs of activity but it may be somebody else or simply one of their devices opening it as they get notifications . and if you think that sending hate on a likely hopefully not dead persons ata is the best use of your free time i am SURE a mcdonalds near you is hiring so write your resume instead . learn to have some peace and love .

anon syfm

unc dead asf just lik their atabook hope u burn faggot 😂😂👌

usually nill would say that whenever someone wanted their socials they would have 2 dm them privately and im not too sure if they ever said their @s publicly sorry anon

does anyone have nills socials

???? anon im pretty sure most of people here DO care about nill attempting last time, its not a conditional care

yall gave no fucks last time nill tried to kill themselves why care now?? its so weird to me that yall only care sometimes.