hOLY GOOD QUESTIONS BRAH IDK WHO YOU ARE BUT YOU'RE PEAK 
firstly . honestly very honestly. I gotta clap you because for once I genuinely can't answer the question HAHA not because I don't have the answer, but because the answer is so big and deep that putting it in words will be very hard for me, but for the second question I'm going to go kinda off topic, deadass I would've liked to experience again 2 friendship if I had the chance, especially my ex best friend because she was the sweetest and I'm the one who did her wrong, I was horrible to her and I miss her a lot and hate myself for what I've done even tho we broke up on good terms 
for the second friendship it's more I would've loved if we communicated more, so I could've fixed any error I did (I'm someone who takes accountability when needed and try to fix my errors) because I again loved this girl more than I could've beared and i don't hate myself for running away but for still loving her to this day sigh SIGHHHHHH we were both wrong so yeah
mmmh!!! very interesting question I'd say 
I don't really like to imagine how my future would be, I just wish I'll be happy and out of all those mental issues I have HAHA and live off my art too, I don't wish bad upon myself despite being suicidal because after all I deserve to live, I'm human and I acknowledged the fact no one will be there for me other than myself
hello nill,,! 
umm i am 12yrs old and im struggling with a lot of mental problems currently,, what advice would you have for a person like me?? 
sorry i just thought id come to someone who seems to struggle with the same things i do, and older = wiser most of the time,!!
haiii Anon ok so firstly PLEASE get off discord for your own good because you're too young for that, you can get into very bad situations that I myself went through and which I don't wish upon you I'm not a very good person to ask because hey hah I can't get out of the situation I am in rn BUT I can advice you a couple of things!!! you can start by having a good and safe environment, befriend people who can support you and hear you out friends and family, it'll help you a LOT!! second please go seek professional help (it can be your school psychologist/nurse etc) as even if my atabook is a safe place and I'm not someone with ill intentions it's still not safe to talk to people online (no shit brah) and worst if you have mental illness, third and last don't forget no one knows how you feel and how to make you get better!!! listen to yourself Anon, no one knows you better than yourself
love u sweetheart ..
hii sory 2ask but ur not into badthings anymore????
mAMA WHO TOLD YOU I WASN'T INGO BAD GHISNGS ANYWMORE HELLO I am still into it LMAO I'm just hyperfixated on sfawtde rn I do get it's confusing since I lowkey stopped having Andrew as pfp but that's because I can't find fanarts that I like my Andrew plushie is on the route yo dw
i miss you
idk who you are but you can talk to me at anytime!!! I'm friendly to eveeryyyyyone 
HII HELOH nill ! ! im just after noticing this is genuinely the first time that the logo at the top has actually worked for me on your ata because every single other time it would just be. like. "logo!! haha!" as if it was teasing me and i wouldnt be able to see anything LOLL
beautiful art taste btw
oHMTFDPODO LOVESTRUCK ANON IS SUCH A CUTE NAME HELLOOO STOP THAT'S SO CUTE ALSO it happens that the logo tweaks out for some reason,,, it happens every 3-4 days (I believe?) and I always have to change it manually yeah it's annoying anyway hi Anon my love
GENUINELY most of it is just admiration honestly with a hint of romantic feelings but either way i don't see what's so interesting with me to the point they fall in love like helloHZLLO
gwuhh sorry if im bugging you but i keep getting stupid urges to respond again ohmygod🥹 i really wasnt expecting you to know who i was and i would give you a hint but i hardly know myself well enough to even give you one honestly.um. anyways i think youve said before that youre not exactly a good role model and im not saying that i do look up to you as one but youre definitely admirable in my opinion!! i want to add something that i think is quite embarrassing (again) but i always feel butterflies in my stomach whenever i sign your ata and theres the off chance of you calling me a pet name..sighh....i really hope i dont come off as weird but anyways i will definitely still be signing your ata in the future (well. thats kind of an empty promise but im assuming i most likely will!!) and just know that whenever i do im wishing you the best and youre amazinggg!!! :hamster_ridding_a_unicorn_under_a_rainbow:
YOU'RE SOOOO CUTE SORRY I LITERALLY MADE AN "AWW" IN FRONT OF MY SCREEN THANK YOU ANON!! 
honestly I'm happy to know you like the pet names I give!!! I give them to everyone and they're intended to be platonic!! alsoTHEFRSSKING :HAMSTERRIDDING A UNICORN UNDER A RIANBOW KMAOOO
hi again yeah sorry i knew my feelings likely wouldnt be reciprocated since yknow. we hardly ever talk apart from on your atabook and im not even active in the server i know you from so thats completely fine! im not like. devastated by your response or anything since i didnt really have dating in mind when i was typing that anyways, i just felt like i should have let you know ok and i know you mentioned its a joke but yes you ARE this interesting!! also i dont like fast dating either, in all honesty i just wanted to say that my admiration for you might be more than platonic but at the same time this happens to me a lot so im not quite sure anyways thank you for reacting kindly and not shaming me or feeling disgusted (or at least not showing it even if you were)!! i dont know if im 100% comfortable with saying who i am yet honestly but i feel like you might be able to pick up on it from my typing style..hmmm..if not then sorry because most people have similar typing quirks actually but im like. super embarrassed because of this so i dont really wanna say any hints ughh..,,,love you nill!!
stop you're so sweet anon 🥹 I'm very aware of people admiring me even tho I don't see why someone would admire me honestly??? i still find it very sweet!!! 
also like I said you're not obligated to say who you are or giving hints, I personally have no idea who you are and it's okay!!! giggles!! don't forget you're still welcome in my atabook!!!