u were right the first time silly
WHO ARE YOU CALLING SILLYYYYY!!!! 
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HEY!!!! WHAT DID MY SWEET BOY AVERY DO!!!!! HE ALREADY LOST D3RLORD WASN'T THAT ENOUGH!!!
i know you know who i am !! but part of the fun is pretending to be someone else so that i dont have to confront my feelings yet .. 
. love ya !!!! 
I don't know you are but hey throws cappuccino at you 
don’t listen to dumb ass people on the internet who don’t know how beautiful you are, dear. i love you and i hope you’re doing well!! 
love, someone you know c:
i hope you eventually find peace nilly! you are so strong and i look up to you, you draw so well and you have such talent. remember things that hurt are always temporary and you will heal eventually even if you dont think so. kiss kiss, bt anon!
oh... 67...
HOLYYYY MACARONIIIII THEEEEEEE BT ANON THANK YOU TWIN I thought you died LMAO it's nice to see you again el oh el
ahh ok thankyou nill !!! trust me i never really plan on dming other people in the first place because im a generally shy person who only sticks to people im close to
honestly i have no idea how i became comfortable with speaking here so thats a mystery but thanks for informing me anyways! also im VERY cautious about my own safety,, i learned my lesson a while ago and you dont have to worry about me just think of me as like. a #1 fan of sorts,, heh
and i would love to have the courage to interact with others in servers when given the chance,, but im just too shy for that so oh well!!
honestly if it can help you, I have some advices!!!! you can interact with servers when they ping @revive or you could send a message everytime someone talks about something you like ykwim.. there's plenty of ways to interact in servers !!!!
hi ok so i noticed in meadowlark in your mod intro you asked for <15s to not dm you and i was just wondering is it still ok for <15s to sign your ata??
im just curious because i dont want to make you feel uncomfortable or disrespect your wishes by still speaking to you
OH YEAH and please dont slime me out for this because i am so aware that having someone much younger than you admiring you as much as i do (despite not wanting to date) could so easily make you uncomfy so PLEASSSE lmk if i should stop signing your ata over this!! i might even change my ata name because i know full well its not proper love and im being delusional HAHA but yeah thats all!
well, my atabook is a public place HAHA anyone can interact with me on here, there was even a 12 years old who signed so there is no problem for this! I don't really care if you're like 14 who's turning 15 this year it doesn't really apply to you, tho if you're 13 or below I really don't suggest DMing me unless necessary because again I'm 16 years old and I just care for your safety you can STILL interact with me in servers and I encourage it, I don't careeeeee this just applies to DMS
Is your name really Name
mmhmmh! Name (pronounced "nah-meh" or the Japanese pronunciation of "namé" just not the English pronunciation) has been a name of mine for AGES just people don't use it a lot!! people usually just stick to Nill who with the year I built my identity around
rUGROHHHH!!!! NOW I HAVE TO COUNT AGAIN!!! /j
ok so from what I saw the 17th and 22nd are the evil kaspers and then there's Harvey and then huh yeah
HAHA YEAH im a veteran!! i think the first time i signed the ata was in the range of like the 7th-12th one but i cant remember so im not really sure ALSO NOLI BY LUCA i used to listen to that song so much ohmygod
rubs forehead I believe if my memory is not a mean bitch the 7-12th are just BT anon... and a random person from a random server
what is YOUR music suggestion?
OHHHHMYGPODLFOFFF I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK ok so I have a lot but my favorite rn is "home again" by Park lane!!! there's also "Midnight Sun (girls trip)" by Zara Larsson featuring Pinkpantheress andddddd "NOLI" by [[LUCA]] that has been a fav of mine for ages!!!
I also suggest to listen to ALL of bad things' OSTs they are beautiful, Grace's OSTs "BLOODY DEVASTATION" "RETALIATION" and "ULTRASONIC FAITH", A nostalgic hangout game's OSTs are good too but my personal favorite is "NULLIFY" by seeker!!!
OH IM SO HONOURED TO BE THE 100TH MESSAGE GOSH HAHA i didnt actually SEARCH for the message bytheway ive just genuinely been here since the start and just happened to recall it! thanks for explaining everything tho im much more educated now yesyes but i do actually happen to be genderfluid/agender myself so i already had a good idea of the last one dw dw ANYWAYS ya it helped a lot THANK YOUU nill!!!! yayayya
hii so i just had a small question! i thnink i remembr one time some1 asked u what your pronouns were or something along the lines of that and you mentioned mirror prns?? ok so i think i have an idea of what they are but google is genuinely talking about silent letters in french or something like that whenever i try to look it up (DONT ASK ME BECAUSE IM SOOO CONFUSED) but anyways im just curious. so. are mirror prns self-explanatory as in whoever is speaking about you just uses/reflects their own pronouns or is it more complicated than that?? i had this question out of nowhere and got a little curious so ya
HIII ANON YOU'RE THE 100TH MESSAGE HEYYYYY ok you've gone deep in my atabook I see I see #omnious... but BA-SI-CA-LLY it is genuinely just when you put your own pronouns on someone!!! like if your pronouns are she/he then you refer to me as she/he too!!!
Null pronouns is imo the hardest one because it doesn't always have the same meaning, since you're lucky I'm just going to copy past the definitions I wrote on my pronouns.cc HAH
« NEOPRONOUS ----- someone who uses neopronous! for my case, I use star/star's/starself
• mirror pronouns ; a person who goes by the pronoun sets of an individual they have a conversation with (basically just use your pronouns on me)
• Null/none pronouns ; it has many definitions but for me, just use my name!!! example : normally : "they are eating" / with Null prns : "Nill is eating" »
« GENDERFLUID ----- "a non-fixed gender identity that shifts over time or depending on the situation"
• this is the normal meaning BUT. for me, it's with pronouns
I sometimes wants to be refered with they, sometimes he, sometimes she, etc etc! but I'm only agender, my gender doesn't change it's just my pronouns (ASK FOR MY CURRENT PRONOUNS I DON'T UPDATE IT!!!!!) »
I hope this helped ;!!